This week was somewhat a disaster, I was guilty for something I got in trouble in, that I wanted to do. The BCTF strike felt like it was a month. I was getting long term homework done, and I can’t wait to go to school. I really don’t like being suck here at home, even though I support the teachers for what they’re doing. I had some dreams that I have gone to Livingstone to teach, and I was a student at Tupper, but I missed my first high school class! The dream is complicated to talk about.
What happened on Thursday where I went to Surrey, one of my friend cried for not meeting someone she cared about. I was depressed and sad since I had to go back to Vancouver by an angry order from my dad, and I still am too. I really wished that I can make it up to her, and try to get this behind us, on what happened on Thursday.
I liked this certain person, and I’m unwilling to say who. I once liked her about 80%, but now it’s 20%. What caused me to have a significant drop? Attitude. I talked to her on the cell phone, she hangs up to some of my friends without saying bye, even to me! That was too rude and unappropriate for a person to do that! And she mentions being her boyfriend, then dumps me, then wants to have a date with me, and making my mind to tangle like loose strings in a container floating not tangled, until something happens.
I currently feel stressed, depressed, but I do feel glad that I typed all this out.